Its funny how right after a MAJOR breakdown, something great usually follows. Its almost as if the Lord has to get me to the point where I am completely and solely relying on HIM. Okay, yeah...of course He does. HAHA.
Last night I had a very difficult discussion with some very important people in my life...we talked about the wedding...details details details. I cried, cried some more...then cried again. Basically, I cried myself to sleep. I just want to make sure everyone is happy. I got to the point where I completely lost sight of what I wanted...what I had dreamed about since I was a little girl.
Then out of the blue...my precious mother calls me saying: WE GOT A CHURCH!!!! So now, I can be excited again. I'm smiling...same sense of humor (or at least I think I'm funny :D) haha.
Everything is going to work out. Just the way its supposed to.
Griff told me: "The only thing that matters is you and I. And on November 14th, we'll be married away."
:) love that man. God is so good :)