I've been feeling rather tense lately with work...especially work. I've have to really condition myself to just take a moment and breathe...all to realize that my situation isn't really that bad. HAHA. Of course. :) It's just that in certain moments and at certain points in my day I just feel super aggravated and frustrated with where I am "professionally". Nowhere. I don't feel motivated or really all too worthwhile. I keep bouncing around the big "in your 20s question": What am I really supposed to do? And when I tell you I just simply come up blank...yeah. No answers...no clues. So then, I just focus on what is certain in my life. And that makes me very very happy. I never ever have to worry about whether or not Griffin or my family love me. That brings a lot of peace. But then, of course, I move back into "me" mode and start wondering what am I supposed to do??? Where do I become influential? Where do I actually feel like I'm doing something productive???
Once again, I come up with nothing. Fantastic.
okay... I'm going to be happy