I have absolutely-without a doubt- reached that pivotal moment in the day where I am crashing. I mean, I am really crashing. It's kinda been happening since about 1:00pm....but I am seriously about to lay my head down and carelessly take a nap. However, I probably wont. :( sad. It's crazy how at 4:55pm things can be so slow and you feel like you have absolutely NO energy whatsoever. But then once 5:01pm hits....its like a completely new wave of energy has overtaken your entire being. LOVE IT. (not to mention it is totally a bonus that it's FRIDAY!!!!!) I wonder if your job is more enjoyable and pleasant its different....interesting to think about.
It's been quite awhile since I've blogged....work has been pretty busy, so I have had very little time to sit and ponder. Sad. But I bring good news today. The morning started out VERY rough. Emails from the boss, lies that just would not cease, and not a very happy work environment. However, I am happy to say that I spent the entire morning just worshipping in my car because that is the SOLE thing that gets me through the day, Mon-Fri 8-5 (or whatever the daily schedule looks like). But I really enjoyed my morning with the Lord. I sang oldies but goodies and really had goose bumps all over me. There was a period where I was literally sobbing while approaching a pretty massive "construction obstruction". That was very interesting for 8:30am in the morning...... all I can say, is something came over me and just really gave me the joy that I needed to make it through the morning (completely sane). It was a sweet thing.
And then, just now, I am reminded of a quote that I have taped up on my wall by my desk in the back of the office by the bathroom and in the supply room :) It reads: "Jesus' prayer reminds us that our purpose far exceeds our ability to even begin to comprehend." That makes me smile and gives me hope for the future. I guess I'll keep dreaming :D